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- who said that the person who speak to you without anger is kind to you? she/he might actually dislike you but still can control that feeling.
- who said that the person who keep in talking bad about her/his friend like you better than that friend? May be she/he just complaining but still prefer that friend than you.
- who said that the person who say 'yes' for your opinion is really agree with that opinion? may be she/he is just pretending agree.
- who said that the person who always ask for your help need you? may be she/he is just using you during the hard moment. But when it is an enjoy moment she/he leave you behind.


Nice fellow will say only good things about her/his fellow. If it is not a good thing, talking bad things is just in purpose to figure out the way to improve his/her fellow, not to blame him/her. If your fellow is just pretending in front of you and still talk about your badness at your back means that fellow is not in to you. DON'T TRUST THIS FELLOW. 

there are so many difference people. but you will know better about people who really love you; a best friend. A best friend is not just the closest friend but more than that. when people talk bad things about you, she/ he protect you, not joining the talks. or unless, she/he just keep in silence..and that's fine. sometimes, if you did this to your friend but she/he didn't do the same, it hurts a lot and burn the trust.

The characters revealed.

I am figuring about the habits of people. Is it based on the race or the culture or all actually the same? I compared the previous school with this school. The last one is totally bad but this one is better, I hope the best. But I don't want to compliment the teachers, still I think they might be the same. Humans are the same right? Even at other place, there are still criminals.

Now I am facing a problem that actually bothering my mind. I asked for help from a close friend as I know he might able to help me, but until now there is no answer. I conclude that ' no answer' means 'no'. Many people ever came to me to ask my help. Most of them really disturbing me, made me uncomfortable, waste my time and much more. But due to my sense of pity, I helped those who need my help. But when I am in trouble, it is so hard to find someone who can help me.Pity on me...But never mind, I believe Allah will help me.

I also identified some people who are so selfish. They won't let their own stuff being used by the whole members of house even they are one of the members. I just never mind my to buy some stuffs for the convenience for all members. But I don't like my stuff being used by these kind of people. Truly and deadly I dislike them!